Feelings at their zenith !!! - Part 2
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I was talking about parents. If you had read my previous post you might have thought that I have much anger stored within me against my parents. But its not anger or hatred for them its my views about them. No matter what I think or write about the, as I said earlier, their place in my life is special and they will always be loved and respected by me. Its just that I don't like some things about them. The statements they make like:
"Haan. ab to friends zyada important hain tumhare liye"
"Ab toh humse koi matlab hi nahi h tumhe...dost hi sab kuch hain"
"Aisa kya hai jo friends se share kar sakti ho aur hamse nahi"
"Ghanton kya baat krti rehti ho phone par...unse to bade hans ke baat krti ho aur humse kuch bolti hi nahi ho"
and more taunting statements like these pinch my heart so much that they can't even imagine. They need to understand that our friends are of same age group as we and of the same genre, they are facing the same problems and the things they can understand about us, the things we can share with them are the things we can't discuss with our parents because they are from different genre and have a totally different thinking and the environment in which they grew up was also different. We understand this fact also but they don't.
I am in a girl's college. My parents had sent me there because they thought I would be safe there. If at every walk of my life they protect me in the same way then how would I cope with the problems when they are not with me. They are not making me strong but weak. Coming to girls college my parents have the notion that I will have no contact with any of the "Male community" people, even if they are my friends and good friends not some chichora/awara types [sorry for the slang]. Not every boy I talk to is my boyfriend for Christ's sake or if I talk to a guy I am not doing anything wrong. So, when they come to know that I am talking to a guy dey give me such suspicious looks or talk in a taunting way that it hurts and it feels like I am doing something wrong when I know I am not and because of this its natural to hide things from them.
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I was talking about parents. If you had read my previous post you might have thought that I have much anger stored within me against my parents. But its not anger or hatred for them its my views about them. No matter what I think or write about the, as I said earlier, their place in my life is special and they will always be loved and respected by me. Its just that I don't like some things about them. The statements they make like:
"Haan. ab to friends zyada important hain tumhare liye"
"Ab toh humse koi matlab hi nahi h tumhe...dost hi sab kuch hain"
"Aisa kya hai jo friends se share kar sakti ho aur hamse nahi"
"Ghanton kya baat krti rehti ho phone par...unse to bade hans ke baat krti ho aur humse kuch bolti hi nahi ho"
and more taunting statements like these pinch my heart so much that they can't even imagine. They need to understand that our friends are of same age group as we and of the same genre, they are facing the same problems and the things they can understand about us, the things we can share with them are the things we can't discuss with our parents because they are from different genre and have a totally different thinking and the environment in which they grew up was also different. We understand this fact also but they don't.
I am in a girl's college. My parents had sent me there because they thought I would be safe there. If at every walk of my life they protect me in the same way then how would I cope with the problems when they are not with me. They are not making me strong but weak. Coming to girls college my parents have the notion that I will have no contact with any of the "Male community" people, even if they are my friends and good friends not some chichora/awara types [sorry for the slang]. Not every boy I talk to is my boyfriend for Christ's sake or if I talk to a guy I am not doing anything wrong. So, when they come to know that I am talking to a guy dey give me such suspicious looks or talk in a taunting way that it hurts and it feels like I am doing something wrong when I know I am not and because of this its natural to hide things from them.
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