Feel Nothing!!! - Wish for Numbness to Crawl in!!!
Its hard to relate what I feel tonight. Its hard to say all the words I want to say to you. I want to stand beside you and hold your hand forever. I told you so many times about how I feel but it seems that you were deaf to all my words. Can you not see I am the one who loves you and who wants to be a part of your life who wants to be a part of you. You warned me not to get too attached. I was foolish to not heed. I prisoned myself in this sadness and fell for you, now I am captured here as if a life sentence. What does it take to tell your heart that the one for whom its beating cannot hear the heartbeat... What does it take the eyes to tell that the one for whom they are shedding tears will not give them the warmth of his sight... What does it take to tell the lips that the one whose name it enchants will not touch them again... What does it take the feeling of emptiness to fade away... What does it take to let your thoughts not wander away in his pursuit... What does it ...