Unexplainable!!!

Have you ever been in love? Ever experienced that itchy feeling that gnaws at your heart. The moment when you surrender yourself to someone unknown. You were a stranger to them but all of a sudden you want them  by your side to deal with this strange world. The times when you ask yourself a million times the reasons why you miss them. The times when you just want to scream at them for making you so weak. The times when you wish your heart was forgetful. When at nights you can't sleep just because those memories won't leave your bedside. You wish to be numb, careless and loveless. You blame yourself because that person should mean nothing to you when you are just a toy for him. It was your mistake to let your heart fall and had it broken. This pain, this hurt now seems a part of you and every time you cry you just wish almighty to hear your wales and instill happiness. But the next day when you wake up, you remember the last night of those pent-up emotions and laugh at yourself and say "Stupid, you are in Love... What were you thinking."  The day rolls on again, as usual with all the hurt buried within.

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  1. Anonymous16 January 2013 at 08:16

    toooooo guddddddddddd............ O:)

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    1. Akanksha Adaval16 January 2013 at 08:21

      Thankyou... :-)

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    2. Akanksha Adaval16 January 2013 at 08:27

      Can you please tell me your name?

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    3. Anonymous16 January 2013 at 08:29

      ur wlcum baby........... ;)

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    4. Anonymous16 January 2013 at 08:32

      ur pumkin pumkin........hello hunny bunny......... :P

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    5. Akanksha Adaval16 January 2013 at 08:36

      sorry???

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    6. Anonymous16 January 2013 at 09:12

      i m sorry........dnt b serious......... i m jst ur well-wisher..... :)

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    7. Akanksha Adaval16 January 2013 at 09:14

      thanku Mr./Ms. well wisher.. but do you mind disclosing your identity to me?

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  2. Anonymous18 January 2013 at 10:23

    lets play a guessing game....what say gal?

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    1. Akanksha Adaval18 January 2013 at 11:16

      ohkk... I am up for it.. so what are my guesses???

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    2. Anonymous20 January 2013 at 01:41

      gr8..."what are my guesses???"??....u r supposed to guess...lets see whos d first one on ur mind

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    3. Akanksha Adaval21 January 2013 at 07:18

      Hey... let it be don't wanna know who is dis!!!

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  3. Anonymous26 January 2013 at 09:31

    Its too gud to read , it's like you have put your feelings in the shape of words ....nic keep it up ...!!!

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  4. Akanksha Adaval26 January 2013 at 09:57

    Thanx a lot...!!!
    Can I know this anonymous?

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    1. Anonymous31 January 2013 at 09:14

      actually i always find ur blog a resonable one ....it shows that u have some deep feelings inside u ...keep it up u mst try to write a novel which consits ur blogs as a chapters ...!! it might be continues as a one story ...!!!

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    2. Akanksha Adaval31 January 2013 at 22:45

      Its my pleasure that you find this blog interesting... Will really think on those lines you said :-) Thanx for the boost up :-D

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    3. Anonymous1 February 2013 at 09:04

      may i ask u 1 question ...... is this really u have these deep feelings inside for someone ...(.i know its personal its ur wish whether to answer or not ) ...because today's to find someone like u have explained in ur all blogs is much more difficult than to get admitted in PSU ...!!!! :) :-D

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  5. Akanksha Adaval2 February 2013 at 02:02

    Yaa I have deep feelings inside me... But not for someone .. ;)
    But you still have not answered me as to who are you???

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    1. Anonymous6 February 2013 at 08:36

      Surprised to see that u have answered my question .......!!!!
      Unbelievable :) :P ,I am still the same who are u not aware-off :) I am a regular visitor of your blogs , frankly speaking while reading a blog of one of my friend i came across to this page and found it really interesting 1 , so i readily visits for your updates and every time i came across a new girl inside u ...abt my name, it will be good for both of us to kept it secret ....!!! :) :P let it be anonymous ..!!

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    2. Akanksha Adaval6 February 2013 at 08:43

      Hmm... now I have nothing to say then.. So, thanks for being a visitor to my blog and finding it interesting and understanding it :-)

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    3. Anonymous6 February 2013 at 10:29

      bt i want 2 say 1 thing , u knw me very well !!! :) :)

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    4. Akanksha Adaval6 February 2013 at 10:56

      I know that you are someone I know.. that's the reason I am asking you who are you?? !!!

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    5. Anonymous7 February 2013 at 04:59

      hmm ....intellectual ....wait gal wait ...if i reveal me so early then we both will come in a bad shape :) :) !!!

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    6. Akanksha Adaval7 February 2013 at 11:13

      Ahaa!!! Why you playing hide and seek with me.. and what you mean by "we both will come in a bad shape"??? Be clear naa!!!

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    7. Anonymous9 February 2013 at 10:04

      why u r so curious to know who m i ........???? if i reveal me ....then what will u do ....will u fly in the air like dracula ...!! :) lol :P

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    8. Akanksha Adaval9 February 2013 at 10:07

      Draculaaa??? Ahaaa!!! finally maybe I got who is this devil lyk creature troubling me :P :P

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  6. Anonymous14 March 2013 at 09:46

    "When at nights you can't sleep just because those memories won't leave your bedside" memories hurt, they hurt very much.....

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